Twinkle Twinkle

so i have this saying in my room that my dad made for me and my little brothers at work. its a little corex sign with a background of a star or something, and on it it says "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, Do You Know How Loved You Are?"

i was thinking about it. . . mostly cause i can't stop thinking about all sorts of things. my brain won't turn off, but it won't turn on to the station that i need it to. . which would be school. so i keep running in circles about all the crap going on. ugh. but anways. back to the point of this blog.

i don't think anyone really ever knows how loved they are. its so much easier to believe the good than the bad. it really is. when ppl tell me i'm pretty i can brush it off easily. mostly cause i've heard how not pretty i am my whole life. we are our own worse critics. unless you are a narcissist or something like that. anywho. . .

i know i'm loved. i know i have ppl who care about me and who are there for me, but . . . just because i know that, that doesn't necessarily mean that i believe that.

do you know how loved you are?


cause i don't.